That's the time, I just completed my B.Tech and most of my best friends got selected in campus selections in college. At that time i didn't get selected. All my selected friends are enjoying their lives in very great manner, seeing them i felt that am unable to enjoy. Paralelly I took trips with my best friends Mahesh, Sukesh, Tejas. They are my companions to enjoy my trips. My Job trails, trips, courses all these went on for 20 months.
I felt very sad without any job and responsibilities. At that situation I was selected for a big company with small job. But there was no excitement for being selected by that company. To join in that comapny I came to a city(Chennai) that's very strange to me. There I struggled a lot to get settle in my career.
I lost all my contacts with friends and my life completely changed. There are no trips with friends even its not possible to meet family at weekends. My brother given me a great support, that time he also not settled well. These things make me uncomfortable
--Nasty city environment. Its too hot.
--Food that is not suits our taste.
--Food that is not suits our taste.
--City under humidity.
--Drawing insufficient salaries at month ends.
--water scarcity in chennai. Some times we tapped water with buckets from street pumps at late nights and early mornings.
By all these I feel, am I living in desert?
Always am in dilemma, that shall I have to continue this job or I have to leave to my sweat abode(i.e, My home). while struggling all these I have always thoughts on my family. My life became cat on a wall.
Finally, My training completed successfully and hardly. Am about to settle my career in few days, Then my family faced a big bash. All my dreams about family and my future every thing collapsed. Every thing changed suddenly, My family, My Job, completely my life has taken 'U' turn. I never expected that I have to look back my past again, But things came to root level. we lost our dream home, dream place, dream environment and situation got us to settle in a place with very poor facilities. It's just like we slipped off from everest to ground.
I think my complete responsibilities on my family are going to start now. My Job also confirmed and almost I was settled in my career. Now I have to think about my family and the Big bash that my family facing now.
